I'M ALIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And I actually uploaded something for the first time in, what, a year?  I can't believe it took me this long. I'm so sorry for anyone who's been waiting for this to update.  I've just been dealing with so many things in my life. I suffer from depression and anxiety, so when they hit at the same time, it's pretty bad, and many of these attacks are triggered by stress. And there is a lot of stress in my life right now.  Not to mention I broke my old laptop...... But I got a new one, and I am uploading this at midnight, in Florida, in my bed. Again, I'm sorry that this took so long. When I wasn't stressed out, I was suffering from a sever lack of inspiration and personal loss. I never mentioned this in a journal, but my grandfather on my mother's side died the same week as my birthday, and his funeral was the day BEFORE my birthday. Then two months ago, a stray kitten I adopted that I named Coco died in my arms from a strange illness. I never even really knew she was sick, and I hadn't even had her for two years... 

ANY WAYS: This is here now, and I beg the forgiveness of anyone who was waiting too long. Also, I"m not sure if anyone is actually reading these, so I might just delete these. Please leave a comment telling me what you think and whether or not you think I should continue. For now, I shall go to bed soon (Hopefully).